Can you keep a secret?!?

I read a book today, it was lame, useless, total crap titled “Can you keep a secret?”…but I actually read all of it in one go….cudnt put it down..,,yea I admit it …I actually liked it! One of those embarrassing books you have read and liked but people should not know about ;) and you actually try to justify it to your own self that why something like it appealed to you! And the reason I came up with was a bitter truth …..I could relate to it! The main character in the book ‘Emma’ had a personality like mine …she had a crazy restless brain like mine….. that kept on buzzing, talking gibberish to her …just like my brain does!! I got so fascinated by her character that I just kept going on and stopped only once I finished. And then I realized that may be I am not THAT weird….there are more people like me who don’t know what they want out of their lives …live in their own dream world and who see their lives as a movie script with proper background music. Yes ladies and gentlemen I am that WOMAN!! *sigh* anyway, so I thought I should also start writing about my life….. for my own sake. So that tomorrow when I grow old, I can read about my life at any point in time and analyze it in general (yes i am this farigh! *sob*). This will make me realize that how things that are important and even life threatening to me today (for instance, N A) will be a good laugh tomorrow (hopefully!!) :D

To realize that we always cherish the days gone by- the past always seems better then present and future always seems promising, seems more attractive and how the same future when becomes present seems crappy and once becomes PAST suddenly transforms into one of the best times! So yea that’s my logic for starting this thread.