Soul searching

as long as i can recall i have been trying to figure myself out, trying to make a life plan for myself....but still i stand here today still trying to get the same answer....i am still clueless as to what i WANT out of my life,,,,what is the purpose of my life! i know one purpose of my life is raising hafsa as best as i can.....but what else? i still dont know who i am and what i want to be? not professionally but what is the kind of person i want to be? do i want to be a rebell or a silent compromiser? should i stay silent and wait in general for the right time..or should i voice my opinions? at times it seems i sont even know what my opinions are? i feel like i am in a constant search of a way to better accomplished life....but do i want to be so wordly? is it right to be so engrossed in this world? how much religious i want to be? i know that i want to right down all what i want to accomplish in my life and make a plan ...a timeline so as to be content n satisfied in my present! its not tht i am not content..i am ! i love my life,,,,, its just that at times i feel....i am living a superficial life...where morning comes night falls i go about doing my daily chores without really accomplishing anythign great....or out of the things that i want to before my stay here ends